Friday, February 08, 2008

friday madness

divine ryeness replied.. "well it looks like its all about human relationships. mukhang nagiging inward ang energies mo. im guessing its just in the stars. siguro tina-transition ka. kasi si mamu and japs ganyan din ngayon. and youre all cancerians. its nothing to be alarmed about."

dr. meredith grey blabbed.. "Too often the thing you want the most is the thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heart broken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want."

i want to get away from it all and from them all. i have no issues... or maybe i havent just realized them yet.. i dunno. but i want to be quiet.. solitude teases me and i want to succumb. i have to do something else. i have to be somewhere. i want him but i dont want to be with him now.

and the hardest part is.. im all clueless about what i really want.

and its a friday night. im all alone in the house. im wearing my pj's. and im savoring every moment of my quietness and nothingness.

i need to slow down.. i think.

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