Tuesday, January 11, 2005

brand me

i panic most of the time when someone asks me if im single or not. i have this ongoing relationship with sanjo (thats not his real name for purposes of disguise since he's not out). weve known each other for more than a year i think.. but it was only six months ago that we started knowing each other and estimatedly 2 months of loving each other. the thing is, he has a girlfriend who said "yes" to him without sanjo asking. and now they are together. his friendster and blog and his fone are bombarded with the girl's presence, though i know its all a big shit. sanjo loves me. ( argue not., im over the phase of doubting. ive reconciled my issues already). we may not have the luxury of time to be together but its really no biggie. its quite a complicated story. perhaps on my next entries ill be able to assay that.

sanjo loves me. i love him too. he has a girl he doesnt love. i existed already long before something wenton between the two of them. i am illegal technically, relationaship-wise because we're not officially together. what am i now? a mistress? a relationaship-wrecker? maybe not on the rebound...

labels.... why do we give so much fuss about them?

why am i so bothered?

what am i now?

4 comments:

Thydess said...

beats me.. mai
beats me..

congrats you finally got what you wanted

cant_u_read said...

uhmm... what can i say? well... how about changing the font color? Ü

cant_u_read said...

after reading what "sanjo" has in his blogs, i can now answer the question posted on this entry. well, according to the harsh lessons i learned from experience, you are.... (dandaradan!!!) me 7 years ago. wahahaha!

humanda yang batang yan pag tumawag yan dito sa bahay. gud luck! mwahahahaha! (<--once more, read with feelings. a la "the count" of sesame street.) Ü (-shet nagagawa ko na sya!)

Bibe Roldan said...

day! sino to?!! i want to see!!! sorry..nosy na kung nosy but i want to see another oscar-back-in-3rd-grade-di-ako-bading-punyeta in the making! bwahahahaha